Babysitter
Blues
This story continues the ongoing obsession with being tied up that my
sister Karen and I shared. I can't put a precise date on the events I have
described, but it's safe to place them some time in the late 1950s, when I
would have been eight or nine years old and my sister a year older.
As usual, the story is true, but after all this time, while the key
elements of the story are vivid in my memory, I don't recall every last detail
or the exact words that were spoken, so I have made these up where necessary.
My mother had a
passion for ballroom dancing. She was rather good at it too and had won prizes
in competitions in her teens and twenties. Her sister, my Aunt Lizzie, shared
the enthusiasm, although not at quite such a competitive level. The two of them
had also won over their husbands, my father and my Uncle Alf, to this pursuit
and they went out as a foursome about once a fortnight to enjoy a meal out
together and an evening of dancing, almost always on a Friday. Of course, that
was back in the 1950s, when dance halls were a common feature of British towns
and even quite modest hotels would have a dance floor and would engage a small
orchestra on Friday and Saturday evenings.
When my sister
and brother and I were very small, the usual arrangement for these 'Dance
Fridays', as we called them, would be that Aunt Lizzie and Uncle Alf would
bring their daughter Annie, my cousin, to our house and a babysitter would be
hired to look after all four of us. Annie is about eight years older than me,
so by the time I was about seven, she was old enough to be the babysitter for
the rest of us.
The routine was
that Annie would be dropped at our house by my aunt and uncle, who would then
go off with my parents to their chosen dance venue (there were several that
they frequented). Karen, Timothy and I all liked Annie and looked forward to
these times. As soon as we were home from school, Karen and I would change out
of our school uniform pinafore dresses and white blouses, substituting skirts
and sweaters or cotton dresses, depending on the season. We would race through
our homework as soon as we were changed, so that our time was entirely our own
by the time Annie arrived.
Once the adults
had left the house, Annie would organise a meal for the four of us. This
involved minimal cooking skills as it would either be a question of heating
something my mother had already prepared or it would be something as easy as
baked beans on toast.
After we had
eaten, it would be time for my little brother to have his bath and go to bed.
It was Annie's responsibility to oversee this, but my sister Karen and I helped
more and more as we got older. Timothy's bedtime must have become later as he
grew older, but for some reason I remember it as always being directly after we
had had tea with Annie on those Friday nights.
Once Timothy
was in bed, there was just the three of us girls. Despite the age difference,
Annie got on extremely well with Karen and me. Sometimes we watched television,
but more often we played together. What we actually did went in cycles: for a
few Fridays, we would play board games, then it might be jigsaws or
redecorating our doll's house.
Inevitably as
she grew older and as important exams loomed, Annie had more and more
schoolwork to do. Whenever possible, she left Friday dance evenings clear and
did whatever homework needed her attention during the weekend in the peace and
quiet of her own bedtime. However, there were occasions when she needed to work
on Friday evening as well. I suspect that Karen and I were rather unsympathetic
about anything that deprived us of an evening with our cousin's undivided
attention.
There was one
occasion when Annie pleaded with us just to be left alone while she made
progress on some important piece of work that had to be handed in the following
Monday. She settled down in the dining room with her schoolwork while Karen and
I were left to watch television in the lounge (Timothy was already in bed). I
have to confess we took this exile with rather bad grace and disturbed Annie
irritatingly often. First we wanted a glass of milk each, then we wanted to ask
about something on television, then we wanted her to settle some dispute
between us, then we wanted more milk, and so on.
Eventually, of
course, Annie's temper frayed to breaking point. "Do I have to keep you
two tied up to get some peace around here?" she demanded.
Karen and I
naturally responded with the infuriating reply, "Yes, please."
Annie knew that
Karen and I had a penchant for tying each other up and for being tied up by
anyone else that we could persuade to do it, so she had no qualms about
carrying out her threat. She also knew that we kept a stock of old scarves and
socks for that express purpose, so we were sent upstairs to fetch the necessary
supplies.
The standard
tie-up that had been devised by Karen and me, made practical by our mother and
refined by our Aunt Lizzie had become a matter of routine. We talked Annie
through the correct way to apply it: wrists protected by mittens and bound
behind our backs with worn-out black winter stockings, ankles tied with a long
sock, legs tied with short scarves below and above our knees and long scarves
wound around our upper arms and chests. Our gags were old muslin nappy (diaper)
liners pulled between our teeth and knotted behind our heads.
Once she was
satisfied that we were safely immobilised and not about to cause any more
trouble, Annie left us sitting at opposite ends of the lounge sofa and went
back to work. Alas, not having the benefit of the practice that our mother and
Aunt Lizzie had gained, her tying was not all it could have been.
Our gags were
quite secure and the knots were impervious to mitten-clad fingers and they were
tight enough that we couldn't just pull them out of each other's mouths.
However, as Karen and I were attempting to get each other's gags loose, I
realised that my wrists were not tied quite as tightly as they would have been
had my Mum or Aunt Lizzie tied them. The scarf around my arms and chest was
very tight, just as I had instructed Annie when she was tying me up, so I had
very little freedom to do the necessary pulling with one hand and pushing with
the other to get free. I grunted through my gag to get Karen's attention and
turned my back on her so she could see what I was trying to do. She quickly
turned around and shuffled herself along the sofa so that we were back to back.
I felt her hook her thumbs through my wrist binding and then we pulled in
opposite directions while I wriggled my wrists to try to persuade them to slide
through the knotted stocking. It was slow progress and was fairly rough on my
hands, but, with perseverance, my hands were free within about five minutes.
Once I had use
of my hands, naturally everything else followed quickly and it wasn't long
before Karen and I were both completely untied. We went into the dining room to
report our success to Annie. Our cousin's response was a strange mixture of
emotions. She was annoyed at being disturbed just when she believed that she
had the peace she had been desperate for but she was also astonished and
curious to know how we had managed to escape. I think she was also genuinely
impressed at our prowess and enterprise in getting loose.
"Right,
you two, I need about another half hour, so I'm going to have to truss you up
again," Annie told us, more exasperated than angry.
Karen and I
were quite prepared to go another round with Annie, so we readily agreed to
being tied up again and led the way back to the lounge.
Annie paused
for a moment as she worked out how to forestall another escape. "You get a
choice; I can tie you up a bit more than last time or you can both be
blindfolded."
Part of the fun
of being tied up together was that we could see each other's predicament and
our struggles, so we elected to be tied up 'a bit more', whatever that turned
out to be.
Annie started
by restoring our gags, now cold, damp and rather unpleasant. She tied our
wrists next, protected by our mittens, crossed behind our backs and secured
with old black woollen stockings, exactly as before. My wrist binding was
noticeably tighter than before and I assumed that the same would also be true
for Karen. The long scarves were wound around our arms and chests once more and
again Annie tied them much tighter than her first effort.
The only change
from our 'standard' tie-up was that Annie omitted the long socks used to tie
our ankles. She deployed the two short scarves that had previously been used on
each of us to tie our legs above and below our knees differently; she used them
to tie our legs together at the ankles and just below the knees, carefully
cinching each binding. We were sitting perched on the edge of the sofa at this
stage. Annie rearranged us so that we were at opposite ends of the sofa, facing
each other with our legs stretched out on the cushions. She moved Karen's legs
so that they were on top of mine then used one of the unused socks to attach
Karen's ankle binding to my knee binding and the other to attach her knee
binding to my ankle binding. It was a two-seat sofa, so it was quite a good
length for two fairly small children to occupy it in this way, with the arms of
the sofa providing back support.
Satisfied that
her troublesome cousins weren't about to go anywhere, Annie left the room,
favouring us, as she went, with a grin that quite clearly said,
"Gotcha!"
On the face of
it, Karen and I were completely stuck. With our legs tied together in this way,
neither of us could do anything to free the other either with fingers or teeth
and would possibly have been just as helpless even without our gags and the
mittens covering our fingers. As a matter of principle, we both struggled
anyway. Our wrists were tied far too tightly this time to have any chance of
wriggling out of the stockings bound around them. Our gags were also too tight
to work free of, no matter how much twisting of necks and pushing with tongues
we employed. We tried to see if we could pull our legs free of their bindings,
but sitting on a sofa with our hands tied behind our backs, we had nothing to
hang onto and all that happened was that we slid towards each other as our legs
bent.
Eventually, by
mutual unspoken agreement, we gave up struggling and just sat looking at each
other. It was fun to be tied up and know that we were completely helpless, but
at the same time frustrating that Annie had defeated us. After ten minutes or
so, I saw Karen's eyes widen and what might have been a grin, if she hadn't
been gagged, spread across her face. She had clearly thought of something; I
could almost see the lightbulb floating above her head.
Karen started
shuffling herself towards the edge of the sofa. Of course, she wasn't able to
get far as her legs were tied to mine. I still didn't know what her brainwave
was, but it was obvious that she wanted us off the sofa, so I started shuffling
in the same direction. I stopped when Karen made an urgent-sounding grunt
through her gag. She was shaking her head; clearly I needed to follow her lead
more carefully and not just guess what the next move should be.
I sat still and
waited for the next prompt from Karen. She turned her body towards the back of
the sofa, as if to roll over onto her side. I realised the reason for the
initial move; it had been to minimise the risk of falling off the sofa while
rolling over. I followed suit, getting into an uncomfortable position twisted
sideways with my weight supported by one bound arm against the arm of the sofa.
Karen kept on rolling and I followed until we were face-down on the sofa. While
the sofa was a good length to sit as Annie had left us, it wasn't nearly long
enough for us to lie flat along its length. Accordingly, Karen's feet and knees
were on the seat cushions and mine were on top of hers, but our upper bodies
were bent back, with our chests against the arms of the sofa. Hips don't bend
backwards, not very far anyway, so the position was extremely uncomfortable.
I could still feel
movement, so it was obvious that Karen still hadn't finished rearranging
herself. I craned my head around to see what she was doing. Using her shoulder
and elbow, Karen was 'walking' herself upright against the sofa's backrest. It
was clearly hard work as the grunts emerging from under her gag testified. It
was a slow process, but she eventually succeeded in getting herself completely
upright and kneeling on the seat cushions. It was obvious that I had to do the
same. It proved to be every bit as difficult as I had anticipated. With my arms
tightly bound to my sides with a scarf, it was difficult to gain any purchase
or to make more than a fraction of an inch progress at each step. My stability
was also severely compromised by the fact that my weight wasn't on the seat
cushions like Karen, but on her legs. The pressure of my knees on her heels and
Achilles tendons must have been very unpleasant. Nevertheless after several
long minutes of struggling, I was able to get myself upright.
Very carefully,
Karen and I edged towards each other, trying not to overbalance precipitously,
until our backs were in contact. It was now possible for us to reach each
other's bound hands behind our backs. I'm not sure if we really could have
freed each other because it was at that point that Annie came back into the
lounge to tell us that she had finished her work and to untie us. She stopped
dead as she entered the room and stared at us in open -mouthed disbelief,
having fully (and not unreasonably) expected to find us in exactly the position
she had left us in. Still shaking her head in astonishment, Annie set about
freeing us.
"I don't
think Houdini could have taught you two much," Annie commented as she
untied knots and disentangled scarves and socks.
"Who's
Houdini?" we asked and Annie had to tell us all she could remember about
him.
"If you
can get out of being done up like this, I think it will have to be ropes and
chairs if I ever need to tie you up again," our cousin mused, extricating
us from the last of our bonds.
"Yes,
please!" Karen
and I replied enthusiastically, somewhat to Annie's consternation. Unbeknown to
Annie, Karen and I had been unsuccessfully lobbying our Mum for some time to
allow us to tie each other up with rope. We had also experimented with tying
each other to chairs, but with limited success using the usual bundle of
scarves, socks and old stockings. Annie's words therefore sounded to us more
like the promise of a treat than the light-hearted threat she had intended.
The next time a
Dance Friday came around, probably either a week or a fortnight later, Annie
arrived with a bulging schoolbag.
"I'm
sorry," she told us, "but I have a mountain of work to do before
Monday and I really have to put in an hour or two tonight."
The evening
meal was a fairly hurried affair as Annie wanted to get Timothy off to bed as
quickly as possible and to make a start on her evening's work. Karen and I
helped by washing and drying the plates and cutlery while Annie saw to
Timothy's bath and read him a bedtime story.
"Now, I
need peace and quiet to think," Annie told us as she came back downstairs.
"Did you
mean what you said last time?" I asked eagerly.
"You said
you'd tie us to chairs with rope," Karen reminded her.
Annie looked at
us quizzically. "If you two can manage to watch television quietly and
keep out of my hair for an hour or so, I won't need to tie you up at all."
"We didn't
manage it last time," I pointed out disingenuously.
"And,"
our cousin continued, "I only said that I might need to use rope if I
couldn't keep you under control with your scarves and things."
"We've
been practising being Houdinis," Karen confided.
"Well,
just in case, I brought this," Annie said, reaching into the depths of her
bag. She pulled out two bundles of thin brown rope and a handful of
handkerchiefs.
Karen and I had
already discussed this possibility and had worked out the practicalities.
"We'll get
our desk chairs from upstairs," I told Annie. (In our bedroom we had a low
writing desk which we shared and each had a small chair suitably sized for
pre-teens to do their homework. We had already selected these as ideal chairs
to be tied to.)
"And we'll
put on mittens and really thick socks," my sister added. (We had worked
out that rope would probably rougher on our wrists and ankles than scarves and
stockings.)
A few minutes
later, we were sitting side by side on our desk chairs in the lounge facing the
television, which Annie had switched on. The chairs were miniature versions of
Windsor chairs with arched wooden backs set into solid wooden seats. The legs
were set into the underside of the seats and splayed out in the traditional
style. A wooden brace linked the legs on each side of the chair and these
braces were in turn linked by a single brace, so that the legs of each chair
was linked and reinforced by a wooden letter H.
Annie started
by tying Karen's wrists together behind the back of the chair. I was surprised
at the enormous length of rope that she seemed to be using; there was a huge
pile of it on the floor. Annie took the extreme end of the rope and wound it
several times around my sister's wrists then between them to cinch those wraps.
Finally, she formed a knot to secure the binding. I was intrigued at the way
Annie managed to do all the manipulation using only the end of the rope and
avoided having to thread the entire length through the knot to tie it. When she
finished, there was a tail of about six inches sticking out of the knot.
Annie gathered
the trailing mass of rope into a coil that she could hold in one hand. She
brought the coil around Karen's waist and the chair twice, paying out rope as
she went. Making sure these turns were pulled snug, Annie looped the rope over
Karen's wrist binding, passing the coil to herself between Karen's arms to do
so.
Once she was
satisfied that wrists and waist were secure, Annie brought her coil of rope
down to the junction of the left back leg of the chair with the brace linking
it to the front leg. She wound it around the leg twice, once below and once
above the brace, then brought the rope forward to Karen's left leg, which she
lashed to the front leg of the chair with several turns of rope, again passing
some below the brace between the chair legs and some above. (As I watched, I
realised that this would eliminate any chance of escape by tipping the chair
and working the rope down over the bottom of the chair leg.) Annie repeated the
procedure with Karen's right leg then brought the much-diminished coil of rope
to the back right leg of the chair where she wound it around the leg, above and
below the brace as before, until she judged that she had the right amount left.
She finished off by tying the end of the rope to the tail that she had left
sticking out of the knot in Karen's wrist binding.
Once Karen was
secure, Annie repeated the procedure on me. I was immediately impressed at how
much more secure rope felt than the soft materials I had been tied up with
hitherto. I was used to there being a slight give in bindings, no matter how
firmly they were tied; with rope there was none. I was also pleased that we had
chosen to wear heavy socks as well as mittens for this escapade; the rope on my
ankles felt as if it would have been very uncomfortable indeed on my relatively
thin woollen tights.
"Are you
two OK like that?" Annie asked once she had finished.
Karen and I
assured her we were.
"Nothing
too tight? Nothing hurting?"
We shook our
heads solemnly.
Annie completed
our imprisonment by gagging us. She shook out and then balled up a handkerchief,
which she stuffed into Karen's mouth, securing it with a second handkerchief
folded into a band, pulled back between her teeth and knotted behind her head.
I received the same treatment.
Content that we
were successfully immobilised and silenced, Annie kissed each of us on the top
of the head and left us to watch television.
Now we were
alone, Karen and I explored the limits of our freedom. I was amazed at how
constricted I felt. The way Annie had anchored our wrist bindings meant that I
had surprisingly little movement in our upper bodies, despite only being tied
to the chair-back at waist level; I could lean left or right a little , but had
almost no freedom to lean forwards. I could also move my knees left and right
to a small degree, but anything beyond that caused my ankle bindings to tighten
dramatically. Other than that, I could move my head and wiggle my fingers
inside my mittens, but that was about it.
It was obvious
from the most cursory examination of our bonds, that escape was completely out
of the question. After a brief struggle, largely to prove to ourselves that we
really were helpless prisoners, Karen and I sat in companionable enforced
silence watching television, occasionally glancing at each other and thoroughly
enjoying our predicament.
After we had
been tied up a little over an hour, Annie came back into the lounge. "I
didn't think you'd get out of that," she commented as she started to untie
us.
Although, it
had been enormous fun being tied up, it felt good to be free again. While Karen
and I stretched our cramped limbs, Annie made cups of cocoa for us all. After
we had drunk it, my sister and I went to bed well satisfied with our evening's
escapade.
The next time
there was a Dance Friday, Karen and I were eager to repeat our adventure with
Annie. Almost as soon as she was through the door, we asked if she would need
to work that evening. She was very apologetic, but confirmed that, if at all
possible, she really needed to spend an hour or so with her books. Karen and I
were, of course, delighted and made sure that we were ready just as soon as
Timothy had been put to bed.
Annie tied us
up in exactly the same way that she had before, but somehow, although we still
enjoyed the experience, it wasn't quite as much fun the second time around.
Possibly the novelty of being authentically tied to chairs with rope, just like
in books and films, was what had made the previous time such a thrill. By the
time Annie untied us, I was getting just a little bit bored. Karen confirmed that
she felt the same way when we compared notes afterwards.
When Annie
arrived for the Dance Friday after that, she once again had her schoolbag with
her and it was obviously well filled with books. Once Timothy was tucked up in
bed, Annie told Karen and me that she had a favour to ask.
"I'm sorry
girls, but I really need to work tonight," she told us apologetically.
"Would it be all right if I tied you up again?"
Karen and I
were not particularly enthusiastic, but if Annie really needed the peace and quiet
and we could help her like that, we were willing to co-operate, so, just a
little reluctantly, we agreed to her request. Privately, I was puzzled as I was
sure that Annie had told us her exams were imminent the last time she had tied
us up. I was sure they must already have happened.
With the
experience of the previous evenings, it took only a few minutes for Annie to
have us securely tied to our chairs in front of the television and gagged. Any
attempt to escape was utterly futile and we knew it, so after squirming around
to find the most comfortable position in our ropes, Karen and I settled down to
wait out the hour or so that Annie had asked for.
Less than five
minutes after Karen and I had been trussed up, Timothy came downstairs. I have
no idea what the reason was; possibly he just wasn't sleepy and was looking for
some company or attention. His eyes widened when he saw Karen and me tied up. I
think he knew that Annie had tied us up previously, so he knew immediately what
had happened. He went running off to find her and we could hear his demand
quite clearly.
"Annie,
tie me up too!"
Timothy had an
ambivalent view of Karen's and my enjoyment of our tie-up games. Several times
he had requested us to tie him up, but it was obvious that he hated it and he
would demand to be set free as soon as we had finished tying him, or sometimes
even before that. It was as if he wanted to be included in our games and could
persuade himself that he would enjoy it, even though he never liked the end
result. In this case, I think he just felt that he was being left out of a
treat that Annie was giving his sisters but denying him.
We heard Annie
trying to convince Timothy that he wouldn't like being tied up and that he
ought to go back to bed, but the more she argued, the more determined he became
to have his own way. Finally, she led him into the lounge and ordered him to
sit on the sofa. She disappeared out of the room, returning a few minutes later
with another coil of rope. I don't know why she had extra on hand; Karen and I
were quite efficiently immobilised with the amount of rope she had already used
on us. She also had a pair of socks, which she pulled over Timothy's hands, and
a handkerchief, which was obviously intended as a gag.
Annie
instructed Timothy to stand up and to put his hands behind his back. She tied
his wrists in much the same way that she had Karen's and mine: wrapping rope
around them and cinching between them, working with the extreme end of the
rope. Annie gathered up the pile of rope on the floor into a coil and started
wrapping it around Timothy's arms and chest. The rope spiralled around him up
to shoulder level and down again. She hitched it around Timothy's wrist binding
then helped him sit on the sofa again. Once again, Annie started winding the
rope around our brother, this time spiralling in down his legs to lash them
together. When she had about two feet of rope left, she used it to form a neat
binding, securely wrapped around and cinched between Timothy's ankles. Annie
folded the handkerchief into a band, pulled it between my brother's teeth and
knotted it at the back of his head. Lastly, she lifted his feet off the floor,
swivelled him around and laid him along the length of the sofa.
"Be
careful what you ask for; you might get it," Annie counselled Timothy as
she left the room.
I was expecting
Timothy to start thrashing around and trying to break free as soon as Annie had
left him, but I was surprised to see him settle down quite quickly after some
squirming to convince himself that he really was securely bound hand and foot.
The remainder
of the evening might well have passed uneventfully had the adults' arrangements
not fallen through. It seems that my parents, Aunt Lizzie and Uncle Alf had
gone to their chosen venue for the evening, only to discover that the dance had
been cancelled. They had booked a table for a meal, so they ate together as
planned, but rather than go somewhere else for a dance, they had a drink and
decided to end their evening early.
Karen and I had
been tied up for perhaps half an hour when we heard the front door being
unlocked. My mother and Aunt Lizzie were first into the house, chatting and
laughing together until they reached the lounge door. My Mum stopped dead,
staring open-mouthed at the sight of her three children bound and gagged.
Aunt Lizzie
took a look over her sister's shoulder then stormed off in search of her
daughter. A few seconds later, she dragged Annie into the lounge.
My mother had,
in the mean time shaken herself out of her shocked paralysis. She had removed
Timothy's gag and was trying to work out where to start to untie him.
"Annabel
Catherine Macdonald, get those children untied this instant,"
Aunt Lizzie yelled, her voice strident with rage.
Annie complied
as quickly as she could, slightly hampered by her hands shaking with fear. My
mother ungagged Karen and me but left the ropes to Annie. Aunt Lizzie's temper
was terrifying, with the result that Timothy, Karen and I were all quickly in
tears. We understood that Annie was is trouble but couldn't work out if we were
too, and, if so with whom and how deeply.
My Dad and
Uncle Alf had been talking outside and only came in when they heard Aunt Lizzie
shouting. In the event, there was little they could do to quell the pandemonium
that was going on so they sensibly stood by and watched.
As soon as all
three children were free, Aunt Lizzie sent Annie to collect her things, then
led my Mum out of the room. The next thing we heard was the front door slamming
shut as Aunt Lizzie, Uncle Alf and Annie left the house. We could still hear
Aunt Lizzie's voice outside until their car doors shut.
Things were
much quieter with Annie's family out of the house. Karen, Timothy and I were
just about under control and had stopped crying by the time our mother returned
to the lounge. Very gently, she assured us that we weren't in any trouble
ourselves, but that Annie was in a lot of trouble. She asked to hear our side
of the story, so we explained about Annie and schoolwork and how we were
helping her by leaving her alone and keeping quiet and how Timothy didn't want
to be left out.
My mother
listened to everything we had to say and then pointed out that Annie didn't
actually have any work that evening, her exams already being over (confirming
my suspicion). When Aunt Lizzie found Annie, she was at the dining room table
where she usually worked, but, rather than schoolbooks, spread on the table
were some magazines, a half-written letter to Annie's then-current boyfriend
and an open packet of cigarettes. (Neither of Annie's parents smoked, but both
of mine did, so any smell of smoke would go unnoticed in our house.)
My Dad took
Timothy back up to bed while Mum made some cocoa for Karen and me. She
continued to question us as she did so; I think she was trying to determine
Karen's and my complicity in being tied up.
Karen and I
went to bed after that, surprisingly untroubled after the upheaval of the
evening.
The following
day, there was of course no school as it was Saturday. After breakfast, Karen
and I found that our Mum and Dad had stacked our desk chairs in the corner of
the lounge and coiled Annie's rope supply into three neat bundles. The
handkerchiefs had been roughly folded, but were obviously in need of being
laundered.
"We'll
take those back to Annie," Karen volunteered.
Our mother
pointed out that Annie was probably still in trouble for what had happened the
previous evening.
"It's
still her stuff and we ought to give it back," I pointed out.
Mum suggested
that the atmosphere at Aunt Lizzie's house might still be a bit tense for a
pleasant visit but we persisted and, in the end, she relented.
We put all
Annie's tying up supplies into a net shopping bag which, in turn, we put into
the basket on the front of Karen's bicycle. It was a pleasant sunny morning and
Karen and I enjoyed the quarter hour or so it took us to ride the mile and a
half to Aunt Lizzie's house. (We were old enough to be allowed to ride on quiet
roads and by choosing our route carefully, we could get to our aunt's house
with only one major road to be crossed, for which we could use a pedestrian
crossing.)
We propped our
bikes up at the back of Aunt Lizzie's house and knocked on the back door, as we
usually did. Our aunt was very surprised to see us. She asked us if we were all
right after the ordeal we had suffered the previous evening. We assured her
that we were, but were rather puzzled by the question; after all Karen and I
had been tied up plenty of times before and several of those times, it had been
Aunt Lizzie who had done the tying.
Karen held out
the string bag that we had brought from home."We brought Annie's ropes
back," she announced, bringing the conversation back to the purpose of our
visit. (Karen and I were also anxious to know if Annie was all right, giving
her back the rope was a way of finding out.)
"I could
have done with that earlier," Aunt Lizzie commented mysteriously, taking
the bag. "I had to use the clothes-line."
"Can we
see Annie?" I asked.
"Well, she's
in a lot of trouble, but I'll let you see her," our aunt replied.
"Come with me, she's in the dining room."
If Annie was in
trouble, I would have expected her to be sent to her bedroom, but maybe Aunt
Lizzie did things differently. Slightly puzzled, we followed her.
Annie was
indeed in the dining room and Aunt Lizzie had indeed used the clothes-line.
Annie was sitting on one of Aunt Lizzie and Uncle Alf's ladder-backed wooden
dining chairs and was securely tied to it. I don't think I had ever seen anyone
so thoroughly tied up before, even in films and comics. Annie's torso was tied
to the chair-back with rope around her waist and chest and over both shoulders.
Her upper arms were lashed to the vertical side-members of the chair back. Her
hands were behind the back of the chair, so I couldn't see how they were tied.
Her ankles were tied back to the front legs of the chair and her knees were
tied both back to the chair legs and down to the front corners of the seat.
More rope across her lap held her down onto the chair seat.
I couldn't see
much of Annie's face as she was gagged with a red and white spotted cotton
headscarf between her teeth and blindfolded with a black winter scarf. She
turned her head to face us as we came into the room.
"Why is
Annie tied up?" I asked, even though I knew full well that it must have
been a punishment for her behaviour the following evening.
"Well, she
tied you and your sister and brother up just so that she could read magazines
and smoke cigarettes. Don't you think she deserves a taste of her own
medicine?" As she spoke, Aunt Lizzie untied Annie's blindfold and laid it
on the table.
"How long
will she be tied up for?" Karen asked, avoiding giving an opinion on the
justice of the situation.
"Well you
two were tied up for about four hours each, so I'm giving Annie eight hours to
think about what it feels like to be tied up when you don't want to be. She's
had about two hours so far, so there's six to go."
"But
that's not fair!"
I exclaimed vehemently. "Annie asked our permission before she tied us
up."
"And then
she asked us if we really wanted to go through with it," Karen added.
"Besides,
we both like being tied up, so we enjoyed it," I pointed out, bending the
truth ever so slightly in our cousin's favour.
From the expression
on Aunt Lizzie's face, this wasn't quite how she had interpreted the situation.
"Well,
I've tied both of you up in the past, so I know you like it," our aunt
replied, "but that's different from Annie tying you up to keep you out of
the way."
"It was
our idea to be tied up," Karen asserted, bending the truth a little
further.
"We
thought we were helping Annie by keeping out of her way and staying
quiet," I pointed out.
"And it
was a fun way of doing it," Karen added.
There was a
long pause before Aunt Lizzie spoke again. "But Annie lied to you about
having work to do."
"She
did," Karen conceded, "but we still agreed to being tied up."
"We were
looking forward to it," I asserted, making a pretzel of the truth.
"What
about Timothy?"
"Tim wanted
to be tied up too;" Karen told our aunt, "he thought he was missing
out on something."
"Annie
didn't want to do it at first, but Tim insisted," I explained, getting
back onto the strict truth at last.
"Is all
this true Annie?" Aunt Lizzie asked, including her daughter in the
conversation for the first time.
Annie briefly
made eye contact with Karen and me, as if to reassure herself that we really
were on her side, before nodding in reply to her mother.
"And it
was their idea to be tied up?"
There was a
brief hesitation before Annie nodded, but Aunt Lizzie didn't seem to notice.
"I think
we'd better get that gag out of your mouth, so you can join in the conversation
properly," Aunt Lizzie said, now sounding a little less sure of herself.
Annie tilted
her head forward while her mother untied the knot securing her gag then tilted
it back so that the balled up handkerchief (much bigger than the ones Annie had
gagged us with) could be eased out of her mouth.
Aunt Lizzie
picked up a cup of water and offered it to Annie. It was one of those plastic
cups with a lid that babies and toddlers use. Annie slurped greedily at the
water then nodded to indicate that she had drunk enough.
Avoiding her
mother's eyes, as soon as she could speak, Annie addressed my sister and me:
"Karen, Becca, I'm really sorry about lying to you last night. I was so
tired after my exams that I just wanted an evening to myself without having to
think about anybody else. When I thought about how you had been so pleased to
let me tie you up while I was working, the temptation was just too much. I'm
really sorry."
I wasn't sure
what to say, but Karen spoke for both of us: "That's all right,
Annie."
A long awkward
silence followed, broken at last by Aunt Lizzie. "I'm sorry too. Karen and
Becca's story confirms what you told me last night and this morning, Annie,
only I didn't believe you then. You lied to your cousins, but you've said sorry
for that and we'll talk about smoking another time. I don't think you deserve
to be tied up a minute longer."
Aunt Lizzie had
neatly side-stepped the question of whether Annie had deserved to be tied up at
all, but none of us queried that. It took well over five minutes to get all the
rope off Annie, even with Karen and me helping Aunt Lizzie.
Annie went
upstairs to freshen up while Karen and I helped our aunt tidy up the remains of
the clothesline. We were in the kitchen enjoying a glass of milk each when
Annie reappeared. We were surprised to see that she was wearing thick black
stockings and a woollen cardigan buttoned up to her throat on top of her dress,
despite the warmth of the day.
"I want to
stay covered up for now," Annie explained. She pushed one sleeve up to
reveal an impressive series of rope-marks.
Privately,
although I was shocked by Annie's ordeal and glad for her that it was over, I
couldn't help but wonder what it would be like to be tied up like that myself.
However, I didn't think it was quite the right time to raise this as a possibility
with Aunt Lizzie.