The Maltese Budgerigar
“So where should a lady start the story
of the most crucial event of her life?”
Rebecca Wesley
read the line over to herself again. “Well it might not be how Agatha Christie
might have started a story, but I don’t think it’s a bad opening line,” she told
herself aloud. “The problem is, what
comes next?”
Rebecca sat
back and reflected how much harder this second novel was going to be to write
when compared to her first. That to be honest had not ever been much more than
an idle August’s project to keep her brain from ossifying. She’d never have let
her flatmate see it if she’d known Milly was going to send it to a publisher,
and there was no way as she wrote it that she ever saw it becoming the monster
best seller that it did.
The three book
deal that her publisher had signed her to meant she was now a professional
author, no longer would she have to work as a substitute teacher, it also meant
though that she now had a deadline to meet, and an editor looking over her
shoulder.
“Every book
starts with one line,” she told herself as she sipped her coffee and stared at
her computer screen.
“Yes but it
also needs a second line, and then another, and then another after that,” she
heard Lady Dorothy Paine her detective character telling her in her head, “so
what is this crucial event of my life Rebecca?”
“Aye, there’s
the rub…”
Rebecca’s
problem was actually very simple - she didn’t know what was going to happen.
The first novel was basically a retelling of a true life murder case that had
happened in Ireland in the Fifties, but which she had had Lady Dorothy solve.
This book she had no idea in her head where the story was going to go.
“The basic
problem,” she told herself, “is that every possible murder mystery story has
already been written. How can I hope to be original?”
“Well you do
have a knotty problem to solve darling,” she heard Lady Dorothy slowly drawl in
her head. Inwardly Rebecca chuckled, “if Lady Ordford knew I’d based my detective
on her, I wonder if she’d sue me?”
She had met
Lady Ordford when she had visited her sixth form college, as a patron of the
parent school. She had been the epitome
of good manners and taste, but the way she talked had been the thing that stuck
most in her mind. So when she envisaged
Lady Dorothy, she was this ice cool blonde with a languid manner, and a body to
die for.
“A knotty
problem is an idea though,” she mused.
“Darling,” Lady
Dorothy said in a shocked tone, “you aren’t having me trussed up, bound and
gagged again…are you?”
“Well, people
liked it in the first book.”
“They liked
that you had that bastard feeling me up, and me having an orgasm as his fingers
sunk into me…it was almost pure pornography.”
“Well,” Rebecca
said with a laugh, “you didn’t have to enjoy it?”
“Darling I had
no control over it, you were the one writing it.” Rebecca could see Lady Dorothy sitting across
the table from her now, in her Dior jacket and skirt, smiling as she shook her
head. “Although it was rather –
stimulating…”
“So how about
this time the villain has you stripped nude and tied to a bed?”
Lady Dorothy
raised a perfectly sculpted eyebrow, and said “Why do I think I won’t like this?”
Smiling,
Rebecca shook her head and said “It’s not as though you are a virgin Dorothy.”
“Are you going
to have my father finding that out?”
“It’s a
thought,” Rebecca sat back in her chair and mused.
“So while you
are thinking that out can you tell me one small thing?”
“And that is?”
Lady Dorothy
leaned over and whispered “what happens to me while I’m tied on this damn bed?”
“You won’t be
saying anything that’s for sure, he’s stuffed your silk headscarf in your
mouth, and secured it by tying one of your stockings round your head?”
“Oh lovely
darling, a £300 scarf ruined… All right,
what happens next?”
“Well, let’s
review, shall we? He’s forced you to
strip at gunpoint, tied your wrists and ankles to the four posters of the bed,
and gagged you… Do you have anything
particular that you’d like to happen to you?”
“REBECCA!”
“Alright,” she
said with a laugh, “it was just a question.”
“I am surprised
you would consider that a proper question, darling. Which raises one in my mind - what does my
captor look like?”
“Well I had in
mind having him as a middle-aged bald dwarf with a squint, and…”
“If you dare
write that,” Lady Dorothy nearly exploded, “I’m never talking to you again
Rebecca Wesley.”
“Alright
Dorothy, how do you see him?”
“Tall, dark,
muscular, suave, sophisticated, possessing a huge…”
“DOROTHY!”
“Sorry,” the
character laughed inside Rebecca’s brain. “But you said I’m not a virgin, and
can you imagine him climbing on top of me as I lay on that bed?”
“I remember
many years ago a TV series – The Charmer?”
“Hmmm – Nigel
Havers as a conman who tied women up?
Put a bit more muscle on him, darling, and you have the right idea…”
“The problem is
I can’t imagine it well enough Dorothy,” Rebecca sighed as she sat back, “I
have all these bondage fantasies, but never having really done it, I lack the
expertise to write it properly.”
“Hmmm - you
know you were dreaming about the postman tying you up and then assaulting you
with his manhood last night?”
“Yes…but have
you seen Sam our real postman? He looks
nothing like the hunk in my dreams.”
“Ah, and what
he did to you…”
Rebecca
nodded. “He tricked his way into the
house, took some rope from his pocket and tied my wrists behind my back, then
blindfolded me with my black scarf. He walked
me round, then sat me down and I felt him tie my ankles together, before he
made me kneel down…”
“Yes – and then
forced his dong into your mouth?”
Rebecca nodded,
unaware she was licking her lips. “Oh
yes – he made me suck him off as he held my head, and then he made me lie down,
pulled my skirt and panties off, and…”
“But all in the
best possible taste Darling,” Lady Dorothy laughed. “Did he have a name?”
“Mmmmm his name
was Steve Steele,” Rebecca told herself, “and for a rapist you know he had
awfully good manners?”
“Well write him
in as the chap who molests me, I’d like it to be a man with good manners
lifting up my skirt and pulling down my knickers…”
“Exposing your
shaved pussy?”
“Women didn’t
shave in the fifties darling,” Dorothy drawled, “at least ladies like me
didn’t.”
“Alright then,
exposing your bush Dorothy, and using his large hands to stroke you as you
struggle against the gag in your mouth, his lips embracing and sucking on your
erect nipples, and then brutally thrusting two fingers…”
“Rebecca
darling, just calm down please,” Lady Dorothy panted, “I think we are both
getting a little over excited here.”
“Sorry
Dorothy,” Rebecca smiled inwardly as she felt the dampness inside her own
knickers.
“Anyway it
certainly sounds like it might be ‘the most crucial event of my life’,” Lady
Dorothy drawled, “but tell me darling - how do I get tied to the bed in the
first place, and what mystery is there going to be for the reader if I see the
face of my attacker and can describe him?”
“And that’s all
the things that have me stumped at the moment.”
“And for
another thing… why are you calling this book The Maltese Budgerigar?”
“Don’t you like
it?”
“I do,” Lady
Dorothy nodded, “but does it have anything to do with the plot?”
“At this point
no, but I’m sure something will come to me.
It never stopped Dashiell Hammett, after all.”
“By the way,
talking of things coming to you,” Lady Dorothy said with a smile, “why are you
also having thoughts about dominating Milly? It’s very kinky darling, and if
you are thinking about having me do some of those things, then I have to tell
you I’m not that kind of girl.”
“I can always
make you that kind of girl you know,” Rebecca laughed, “have you having had
crushes on other girls at school, a passionate fling with your roommate at
Oxford?”
“Well the
school thing might have happened…”
“Really?”
“Rebecca –
brought up at a boarding school during the war, what do you think?” Lady Dorothy smiled and continued, “but no
way Mummy and Daddy would have wasted good money back then on sending a girl
whose role in life was to find a socially acceptable husband, to university. No
I’d have been ‘finished’ in Paris, then come home and be brought out as a deb,
with my own ball at one of the big Mayfair hotels.”
“Okay,” Rebecca
said quietly, “but given all that… Don’t
you feel the littlest bit interested in what it might be like to put on a
corset, black stockings and high heels, and using your riding crop to…”
“NO!”
“Spoilsport,”
this time Rebecca laughed aloud.
“Is that why
you went to Soho and bought all that stuff you have hidden in the bottom of
your wardrobe?” Dorothy asked, “are you actually one day going to propose to
Milly that she submit to you and after you’ve tied her up use that rather
vicious cane to beat her arse, to make it red raw, to leave your mark on her?”
“Well I can
dream can’t I?”
“It’s all you
do Rebecca, and you have a contract to fulfill, so isn’t it about time to write
that second sentence?”
“Oh I suppose
so…but still can’t you see Milly bent over, her wrists secured to her ankles,
and me striking her bottom?”
“Honestly
Rebecca make up your mind, do you wish to be dominant or dominated in life?”
“I truly don’t
know Dorothy, but I do have the next line for the book.
“So where should a lady start the story
of the most crucial event of her life? I suppose with a telling of her dreams
and secret desires…”
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