Going Out
This story is another one which is hard to pin down in time. My best
guess is that it probably dates from the winter of 1959, which was particularly
foggy and unpleasant, but there are other aspects that make me wonder if it was
actually a year later. Either way, it's a story firmly rooted in its time as we
just don't get weather like that in Britain any more. Whatever you might think
about the period atmosphere in my writing, it's definitely full of atmosphere
in the strictly meteorological sense!
1: Mum's
Improved Straitjacket
From the ages
of five to eleven, Karen and I both attended ballet lessons. Neither of us were
particularly skilled dancers, certainly not naturals, but it was a sociable
activity, good exercise and, above all, great fun. The church hall where our
class was held was slightly further from home than we would want to walk, but
still within easy cycling distance when we were old enough to go out on our
own. In the winter, when it got dark early, our mother still insisted on riding
with us, as there was a busy road junction to negotiate on the way.
There were
other mothers who accompanied their daughters to the class and they formed
their own social group in the lobby of the hall while the class took place
within. We used to accuse our Mum of coming to our ballet lessons just so that
she could enjoy playing bridge with her friends for an hour.
Our ballet
costume consisted of a powder blue sleeveless leotard over pale ink tights, all
in that heavy stretch nylon that was used for dancewear before Spandex came
along. Hair had to be slicked back with gel and put into a bun then imprisoned
in a net with a handful of pins. (I hated this aspect of ballet as I have very
thick wavy hair and it took immense quantities of both gel and pins to tame it
sufficiently.) When we weren't actually dancing, we wore a sweater on top of
our outfits and legwarmers. Some girls had the traditional crossover style
cardigans that dancers traditionally wear, but most, including Karen and me,
just wore ordinary sweaters or cardigans. (Mum always insisted that we wore
cardigans and that we unbuttoned them fully to get them on or off, so that they
wouldn't get smeared with hair gel.) Legwarmers were almost invariably
hand-knitted by girls' mothers and were serious items designed to keep the leg
muscles warm, not the more abbreviated fashion accessories that have sometimes
been seen as streetwear in recent decades. Ours were long enough to reach from
ankle to bottom and were, of course, wide enough to accommodate our thigh
muscles. We would wear our sweaters and legwarmers during the warm-up at the
beginning of the class and put them back on during the final stage of the
cooling-down exercises at the end of the lesson.
For going home,
we simply put our coats on over our ballet things with gloves and scarves as
necessary. If it was raining or if it was cold enough to need the hoods up on
our coats. Mum would insist on us putting on plastic rain hoods first. The
purpose of these horrible items was not to keep our hair dry but rather to
protect the linings of our coats from our hair gel.
One evening, as
we were mounting our bicycles to go home, Mum told us that she had thought of a
way of improving the security of the improvised straitjacket arrangement that
my sister and I had been playing with. Karen and I had discovered a method of
escaping from the sweater-straitjacket arrangement that our mother had devised,
but had been deliberately secretive about how we had done it. Mum hated not
knowing things, so this bothered her quite disproportionately for weeks
afterwards. It was not immediately obvious why she should have thought of this
during a ballet lesson, but she assured us that all would be explained later.
The first
priority on returning home was to get out of our ballet costumes and to
de-gunge our hair. We changed into our usual autumn and winter attire of skirt
and sweater over woolly tights. Karen and I were old enough to wash each
other's hair without help from our mother. Nothing resembling modern
pH-balanced shampoos were available then, just viciously alkaline liquid
detergents little different from the stuff you would use for washing dishes.
They were very effective at cleaning hair but also de-greased it thoroughly. My
coarse reddish-brown hair is pretty much impervious to maltreatment like that
but my sister's much finer light brown hair could rapidly become dried-out and
brittle. Our regime therefore included a lot of rinsing followed by combing a
little lanolin through the wet hair.
With our hair
free from the disgusting gel, we followed our usual practice of eating our
evening meal with our hair still wrapped in towels before drying it in front of
the lounge fire. (Electric hairdryers were still largely unknown as household
appliances then.)
Long hair takes
quite a long time to dry, even with vigorous brushing, just with the heat from
a domestic fire, so hair drying tended to be a leisurely and drawn-out process.
On this occasion, however, Mum seemed to be unusually anxious for us to get
finished, even though it was a long time until our bedtime. My hair was dry
first (it usually was) so I braided it into a pair of tight plaits while Karen
finished off drying hers. Once Karen decided that her hair was dry enough, it
only needed to be put into a ponytail which took almost no time at all.
"Finished?"
our mother asked, seeing us bundling up the towels to go in the wash.
We assured her
that we were.
"Good, now
I can show you my idea." Mum sounded quite excited as she disappeared out
of the lounge.
She returned
almost immediately with an armful of clothes, which she had clearly sorted out
in advance while we were drying our hair.
"This is
the better straitjacket?" Karen queried.
"Yes, are
you two game to try it?"
Mum could be
quite fiercely competitive with our occasional tie-up games, especially, it
seemed, when she believed that we had stolen a march on her by developing a
secret escape technique. Karen and I were experienced enough to anticipate
something fiendishly inescapable, but it promised to be good fun, so we agreed
willingly.
"Becca
first," Mum declared.
"Why?"
I asked.
"Because
you're a slippery customer and I don't want you to have the advantage of
watching me do Karen up first!"
I grinned
sheepishly in reply. That was exactly the advantage I might have hoped to gain.
The first few
steps were exactly as with our previous efforts at turning a sweater into a
straitjacket. Mum started by pulling a pair of long socks over my hands and
working them up over the sleeves of the sweater I was wearing. They were
knee-length socks, so they came well up over my elbows. Next she helped me put
on my heavy blue sweater and folded the cuffs down so that the ends of the
sleeves covered my hands.
From here on,
Mum's approach was different. She took a longish scarf (one from our collection
of tying-up stuff) and threaded it through one of our ballet legwarmers. I
noticed that the legwarmer had been doubled by pushing one end right through to
the other to halve its length but still leave it as a tube. After that, she
wrapped the scarf around my waist with the legwarmer across my tummy. She
knotted the ends of the scarf in the middle of my back, pulling it snugly
around me as she did so. The next stage was quite fiddly; Mum fed each of my
forearms through the legwarmer from opposite ends so that my arms were in the
classic straitjacket position. She pulled the ends of the sweater sleeves as
far round behind my back as they would go and tied each of them to an end of
the scarf around my waist. Lastly she arranged the legwarmer so that it was
distributed neatly between my elbows, completely encasing my forearms.
"I thought
of this when I was watching you two putting your legwarmers on at the end of
the ballet lesson," our mother explained.
"Can I see
if I can get out of it?" I asked.
"Go
ahead," Mum invited.
I mounted a
struggle against my bonds, but I had so little freedom of movement that not
very much happened. The legwarmer clamped my forearms together so that I
couldn't move them independently and the scarf around my middle ensured that I
couldn't lift them together. The sweater sleeves knotted to the scarf of course
ensured that I couldn't pull my arms out of the legwarmer. I could force my
elbows a little closer together, but that didn't seem to achieve anything.
Finally, I tried to wriggle out of the sweater, but was stymied by the scarf
around my waist.
"I don't
think I can get out of this," I concluded eventually.
By this time,
Mum had secured Karen in the same way, so I had the opportunity to watch her
struggle. She had no more success than I.
We were very
impressed with Mum's idea. This version of a straitjacket was far more secure
than the previous one. It was also more comfortable as it eliminated the scarf
between the legs that the earlier version had relied upon to restrain our arms.
Karen and I
tried this straitjacket arrangement on quite a number of occasions. Despite
repeated attempts, neither of us ever managed to escape from it, except by
untying the each other's knots with our teeth. Mum could of course thwart that
approach quite easily by gagging us.
2: Foggy
Morning
An idea that
Karen and I had harboured for some time was that it would be fun if we could go
out in public bound and gagged, but dressed in such a way as to conceal our
bonds. We had both been seen tied up in public on occasions, but only in the
context of games with other neighbourhood children. (I remember, for example,
spending a considerable part of one morning during the summer holidays gagged
and securely roped to a lamp-post in our street while my captors and putative
rescuers fought a pitched battle with toy guns, with a succession of indecisive
tactical ploys eventually degenerating to a sort of Mexican standoff.)
Rather than
being obviously tied up as part of a game, the scenario that my sister and I
had in mind was that we might, for example, go out shopping with our mother,
but be tied up in such a way that only she and we would know about it and
everyone else would be completely unaware.
Our mother was
steadfastly opposed to this scheme of ours. She initially objected that if we
were tied up, it would be obvious to everyone who saw us. We countered that we
could think of several ways of achieving complete concealment of our bonds.
Mum's next objection was that it was too dangerous: we might easily trip and
fall while crossing a road. We pointed out that we often crossed roads
encumbered with armfuls of shopping and could do so quite safely. I think that
Mum's actual reason for forbidding this plan was the potential acute
embarrassment she would suffer if she were to be discovered to be shepherding a
pair of bound and gagged children around the streets of our town. However, she
never actually gave that as her reason, instead raising a series of minor
objections, which we tried to argue against.
We knew from
experience that we could often sell an idea that had met opposition if we could
catch our mother in a particularly good mood, in which case she would sometimes
be amenable even to our crazier notions. Alternatively, we knew that we could
sometimes slip something past her if she was under pressure and simply didn't
have time to waste sparring with us. It was one of the latter category of
situations that eventually presented itself as an opportunity.
Karen's and my
mother worked as a freelance indexer of textbooks. She had occasional
appointments with publishers, which usually took her off to London (only an hour
away by train) for the better part of a day. Usually this happened on a
weekday, in which case, we would generally be looked after by our Aunt Lizzie,
our Mum's older sister, either by going to her house after school or by her
coming to ours. However, I am fairly sure that on this occasion, it was on a
Saturday that she had to go up to London. I can't fit my father's whereabouts
into this recollection at all. It's conceivable that he had to work that day,
but I really can't remember.
Mum had
arranged for Karen's and my younger brother Timothy (three years younger than
me) to visit a boy named Jonathan for the day. He was in the same class at
school as Timothy and a particular friend of his at the time. Karen and I would
go to our Aunt Lizzie's house and spend the day there.
We already knew
that it was a cold foggy morning, but only realised just how foggy and cold it
was when Jonathan arrived with his mother and sister to collect Timothy. The
front door being open for just a few seconds while they came in was sufficient
to drop the temperature in the house by several degrees. All three of them were
bundled up so that just their eyes were showing and the scarves covering their
faces were rimed with frost from their breath.
"Like
Siberia out there," Jonathan's mother commented, pulling her scarf down
and rubbing her nose with the back of a mittened hand to warm it up.
We knew Janet,
Jonathan's sister, quite well, although being younger than either my sister or
me, she was not a particularly close friend. She came across to speak to us
while her mother was chatting to Mum and while Mum was getting Timothy ready to
go out.
If we had met
Janet on the street, we would never have recognised her the way she was
dressed. Her mother certainly didn't seem to be taking any chances with the
weather. Janet's head seemed to have been completely wrapped in a woollen
scarf, with only her eyes left exposed, and the hood of her coat pulled up over
it. On top of the coat, she was wearing a triangular woollen shawl, crossed on
her chest and the ends knotted behind her back. It was rather too big for her
so the point of the triangle hung slightly below the hem of her coat. She had a
pair of Wellington boots on her feet with thick grey socks visible between
their tops and her coat. Her hands were covered by another similar pair of
socks pulled up over the sleeves of her coat in lieu of mittens.
Janet reached
up to the scarf swathed around her face, only to be stopped by her mother.
"Don't take your scarf off, dear. We'll be going out again in a
minute."
Janet was
forced to carry on a rather mumbled conversation with us through the layers
covering her mouth.
While we were
talking to our friend, our mother was dressing Timothy in extra layers
preparatory to going out. He had already been subjected to the indignity of
wearing a pair of outgrown grey woollen tights that had once been mine or my
sister's and these were visible between the tops of his knee-length socks, also
grey, and the hems of his short trousers. Mum helped him put on another sweater
on top of the one he was already wearing. She toggled him into the
charcoal-grey duffel coat he wore to school in the winter, pulled his balaclava
over his head then raised the hood of his coat and wrapped a scarf around his
neck and the lower part of his face so that only his eyes could be seen.
Finally, Mum helped Timothy on with a pair of gloves and then mittens.
Jonathan's
mother rearranged her scarf to cover her nose once again then there was another
blast of icy air as she ushered her three charges out into the fog.
Karen whispered
in my ear, I nodded in agreement then we went to put a proposition to our
mother.
"We'll
need to wrap ourselves up warm when we go out," Karen began, laying an
unassailable foundation.
"We'll need
to have lots of layers on and have our faces covered up," I added, just to
reinforce the point.
"So if we
were tied up under our coats, nobody would ever really know," Karen
argued, revealing our agenda.
"Especially
not in this fog. You can hardly see anything anyway," I pointed out.
I think in our
heart of hearts we expected another refusal, but Mum surprised us.
"Very
well," she replied, "but if you want to do that you'll have to tie
yourselves up. I'm too busy to help and I have to be out of the house in half
an hour if I'm going to get my train, so you'll have to be ready by then."
I'm not sure if
our mother thought she was thwarting our plans by setting an impossible
timescale, but we were not about to forego something we had been angling for for
such a long time.
"I'll need
to see what you look like before you go out," Mum called after us as we
raced upstairs.
Karen and I had
discussed this scheme of ours so many times, that we already knew what we would
do; we simply had to adjust it to the day's dreadful weather.
I was wearing a
medium-weight round-necked sweater with a pleated skirt and woollen tights and
Karen was dressed similarly. We both began by putting on a pair of knitted
leggings. These desperately inelegant garments were a relatively common
solution to the problem of going out in freezing weather while wearing a skirt.
They were effectively footless tights, but hand-knitted and as thick as a
sweater. The waist was elasticated for a snug fit and although they were
footless, they were shaped to cover the tops of our feet, like old-fashioned
spats, and had strips of elastic that went under the soles of our shoes to stop
them riding up.
I smoothed my
skirt down over my leggings then put on a pair of gloves and covered them with
a pair of thick socks, which Karen helped me work up over the sleeves of my
sweater. Next I put on my heavy navy-blue sweater, which I had worn as an
improvised straitjacket several times before. Following the pattern devised by
our mother, Karen threaded a scarf through a doubled legwarmer and tied it
around my waist, knotting it securely behind me. The scarf we used for this
tie-up had a very dense texture and was chosen as the least stretchy of the
ones we had accumulated for tie-up games. My sister worked my forearms through
the legwarmer and, making sure that everything was pulled tight, she tied the
ends of the scarf to the sleeves of my sweater.
We both checked
that I was securely tied and then Karen moved on to the next stage. She balled
up a handkerchief and gently worked it into my mouth, securing it in place with
another handkerchief folded into a band, pulled between my teeth and knotted
behind my head.
My grey
balaclava, which covered my entire head apart from a slit for my eyes hid the
gag quite effectively. Karen wrapped a scarf around my neck to ensure that no
chilly gap appeared between balaclava and sweater collar.
Tied up like
this, wearing a coat was, of course, quite out of the question, but I sometimes
borrowed a tweed cape from my mother. It looked navy blue from a distance, but
close-up it could be seen to be a very fine check in black and two shades of
blue. It was as long as a coat and came well below the hem of my skirt. It
fastened with two rows of buttons, exactly like a double-breasted coat and,
like a duffel coat, it had a squarish hood secured with a buttoned tab across
the throat. In place of sleeves, there were slits through which one's hands
could reach, but my present situation, they were of course of very little use
to me.
Karen looked me
up and down and I inspected myself in a mirror. The result was as good as we
could have asked for. I was helplessly bound and gagged, but, to all
appearances, just well bundled up to go out on an unpleasant day. It was
obvious that I had my arms folded under the cape, but lots of people hug
themselves for warmth like that on cold days, so it wasn't too incongruous.
Now that I was
ready to go, Karen set to work on her own bonds. She put a thick cardigan on
over her sweater for warmth, then gagged herself in exactly the same way that
she had gagged me. A scarf wrapped across her face and crossed on her chest hid
the gag effectively. She held the scarf in place with her chin as she put her
coat on and buttoned it up. Karen's coat had no hood, so she protected her head
by putting on first a small round knitted cap then a white fake fur hood that
buttoned under her chin, also helping to hold her scarf in place.
Karen had a big
white fluffy muff which matched her hood and which hung on a cord around her
neck. She put it on and then threaded the belt of her coat through the muff,
buckling it to one side. She put her hands into the muff and checked that it
was securely strapped around her middle.
The keys to our
handcuffs were kept in our box of tie-up supplies, but always seemed to find
their way to the bottom. Karen rummaged in the box until she found one. She
seemed to be about to put it into her coat pocket but hesitated and instead
reached up inside my cape and put it in one of the inside pockets there. She
put her house keys into one of her own coat pockets.
Like me, Karen
put on gloves and then socks as mittens on top, but tucked them up inside the
sleeves of her coat. She took up a pair of our carefully-restored handcuffs and
snapped one cuff onto her right wrist. She put her hands into the muff and
after a moment I heard another click as she secured her left wrist. A nod to me
indicated that she was all done.
Karen and I
made our way downstairs, walking carefully so as not to trip on the steep staircase.
We found our mother in the hallway with her coat already on, but not yet
buttoned.
"So, did
you manage to tie yourselves up?" Mum asked.
Our mother
raised her eyebrows in surprise as we both nodded in reply, clearly expecting
that the condition she had set would defeat our plans. She lifted my cape to
see how I was tied and felt my face through my balaclava to detect the gag
underneath it. Karen was subject to a similar examination.
"I'm
really rather impressed," Mum admitted, "but I'm running out of time
if I'm going to get my train."
Karen and I
were ready to go out, so we waited while Mum buttoned up her coat, pulled a
warm felt hat on and wound a scarf around her face, flinging the end over one
shoulder. Her handbag had a long strap, which she wore diagonally across her
body, leaving one hand free to carry the briefcase with her business papers and
the other to open the front door.
We stepped out
into the bitter cold of the freezing fog. Even through all the layers of
clothes I was wearing, I could feel the cold bite into me as we walked down the
garden path to the street. Before we parted company, Mum hugged each of us and
nuzzled us briefly on the cheek as a proper kiss was impossible through the
layers of wool covering all our faces.
Mum turned
right to walk to the railway station and waved as she disappeared into the fog.
Karen and I turned left to begin our half-hour walk to Aunt Lizzie's house.
It was eerily
silent walking in the fog. Our footsteps were just about audible through the
layers over my ears, but nothing else. Very occasionally we saw another
pedestrian, mostly as bundled up as we were and offering no more than a mumbled
greeting. We couldn't speak in reply, of course, but we were at least able to
return the mumble.
We saw no
vehicles moving until we reached the one main road that we had to cross. There
was not much traffic and it was all moving slowly, but car headlights only
became visible an alarmingly short distance before reaching us. Fortunately,
there was a small traffic island in the middle of the road, so we were able to
cross the road in two stages without mishap.
We were
probably walking more slowly both because of the fog and because we were tied
up, so it took us quite a bit longer than we anticipated to walk to Aunt
Lizzie's house. We usually presented ourselves at the back door when we visited
our aunt, but that would have involved unlatching the gate to the back garden,
which was completely out of the question in our current situation. However, the
front door also presented an unanticipated problem. The front door was recessed
a couple of feet into the front of the house, with two steps leading up to the
shallow porch that the recess formed. The doorbell push was on the wall just
outside the porch and about five feet off the ground. Normally, of course, this
was no problem, but the way we were tied up, neither of us was able to lift our
arms that high. After some experimenting, I stood precariously on tiptoe on the
first step and was just able to press the button with my forehead.
After a couple
of moments' wait, the front door opened by a few inches and we saw our Aunt
Lizzie's face in the gap. She opened the door wide and urged us to come in
quickly before the house got cold.
Once we were
inside in Uncle Alf and Aunt Lizzie's hallway, we weren't sure what do do; this
was as far as our plan reached.
"Are you
just going to stand there?" Aunt Lizzie demanded. "You could at least
say 'Hello' to your auntie."
Karen and I
mumbled in reply. Aunt Lizzie stared at us in slightly irritated puzzlement,
then enlightenment dawned in her eyes. "Are you two wearing gags?"
We nodded in
reply.
Aunt Lizzie
glanced rapidly at each of us. "Tied up too?"
We nodded
again.
Our aunt gave
us a closer inspection. She found the handcuffs hidden inside Karen's muff
immediately then lifted up my cape to see what was underneath. She shrieked
with laughter when she saw my bound arms.
"Alf!
Annie! You have to see this!" Aunt Lizzie called out.
Uncle Alf and
our cousin Annie converged on the hallway from different directions.
"What's to
see?" Annie asked, puzzled.
"Lift up
Becca's cape and see what's underneath," Aunt Lizzie prompted.
Still baffled,
Annie did as her mother suggested, then burst out laughing.
"Karen's
wearing handcuffs and they're both gagged too," Aunt Lizzie said.
Annie started
undoing the buttons on my cape. "I want to get a better view of
this," she explained.
Once the cape
was off, Annie unwound my scarf and pulled my balaclava off, revealing my
gagged face.
"Did you
two walk all the way here like that?" Uncle Alf asked, grinning broadly.
Karen and I
were still gagged, so we just nodded again.
"We could
just leave them like that," Aunt Lizzie suggested.
"We'll
have to get Karen's handcuffs off before we can take her coat off," Annie
pointed out practically.
"But we
don't have a key," our aunt objected.
Karen and I
both spoke together, but were completely unintelligible through our gags.
"I think
that means that they've got one somewhere," Annie said as she patted Karen
down. "House keys but no handcuff key," she added a moment later.
A search of my
cape, which was already hanging up on the hall stand, yielded the missing key.
Annie was familiar with our handcuffs so she used the key to unlock one cuff.
As she did so, she exchanged a distinctly mischievous look with her mother. I
was certain I knew what was going to happen next but I didn't think Karen had
spotted the silent collusion between her aunt and cousin.
Working
together, Annie and Aunt Lizzie unfastened Karen's coat, disentangling the belt
from her muff as they did so. Aunt Lizzie was holding the coat while Karen
worked her arms out of it. At the precise moment when Karen's arms were almost
out of the sleeves but still extended behind her, she nodded at Annie. My
cousin moved like lightening and there was a sharp click as she refastened the
handcuffs on Karen, securing her hands behind her back the instant they were
out of the sleeves. The resulting snarl of protest was rather muffled by the
presence of Karen's gag and the scarf she wore over it.
Annie and her
mother removed Karen's hood, scarf and hat, revealing her gag.
"They'll
be no trouble at all like that," Annie declared, agreeing with her
mother's suggestion. "I'll sit them down in the living room."
Annie grabbed
each of us by an elbow and marched us into their front room. She helped us to
sit down on the sofa then offered to remove our leggings. I was getting rather
hot (not least because of my extra sweater, the legwarmer and the scarf binding
me) so I agreed with a nod of my head. Annie knelt down and unfastened my shoes
then pulled the woollen leggings off me. Karen nodded to indicate that she
would like to have the same done for her and Annie complied.
I was not
expecting the next stage, but it was consistent with Annie's frequent delight
at tying her cousins up. As soon as our leggings had been taken off, Annie used
the scarves that we had been wearing around our necks to tie our ankles
together.
"That
should keep you occupied for a while," Annie remarked as she left the
room.
I hadn't
anticipated our adventure to turn into an escape challenge, but it was as good
a way of filling a foggy Saturday morning as any. I was completely helpless
tied up as I was, but I knew that Karen would have less difficulty in making
the first move. With her wrists tied behind her back with rope, Karen could
almost always get her hands in front of her. With the extra couple of inches of
slack in a pair of handcuffs, it was even easier, so almost as soon as Annie
had left us alone, she worked the cuffs down over her bottom and under her feet
while still staying seated next to me on the sofa.
Karen attempted
to make a start on the knots linking my sweater to the scarf that bound me, but
with her hands covered by gloves and then socks, she was unable to get
sufficient purchase to loosen them. She tried to get the socks off her hands,
but they overlapped the sleeves of her cardigan far enough that the friction
prevented her working them out from under the handcuffs.
After a
moment's pause for thought, Karen reached up and hooked her sock-covered
fingers over her gag. She pulled the handkerchief out from between her teeth
and started working it down towards her chin by brute force. The succession of
grunts she made while doing this testified to just how much effort and
discomfort was involved. After no more than a minute, the gag was hanging loose
around Karen's neck and she spat out the handkerchief that had been stuffed
into her mouth.
"Let's
have another go at those knots," Karen croaked hoarsely and ducked down to
bring her teeth to bear on my bonds.
It took no more
than about three minutes for Karen to get my arms loose and after that it was
just a few minutes more before we were both completely free of our bonds. Free,
except for Karen's handcuffs of course. I was able to work the socks and gloves
off her hands but either Aunt Lizzie or Annie still had the key.
Feeling
suitably proud of our success, my sister and I went in search of our aunt and
cousin so that we could boast about it. We found them both in the kitchen.
"Could you
get these off me please?" Karen asked, holding up her cuffed hands.
"You two
don't need much of an opening to do the Houdini thing, do you?" Aunt
Lizzie commented as she unlocked Karen's handcuffs.
We just grinned
back proudly.
3: Foggier
Evening
The fog lifted
a little about the middle of the day and visibility improved to perhaps a
hundred yards, affording a better view of frost-covered gardens and cars. It
was still a day best spent on indoor pursuits at the fireside.
As darkness
came in the late afternoon, the fog returned. We had not seen the sun all day,
but it had warmed the air above the fog sufficiently to form an inversion
layer. Because of that, the smoke from the coal fire we had huddled around that
day and the smoke from everyone else's fires had nowhere to go and the fog that
descended was thick, yellow and choking, what we called a 'pea-souper'. With
the first of the Clean Air Acts of the 1950s already in force, these fogs were
less common than they had been but would still happen from time to time right
up into the early 1960s. Provincial towns like ours suffered less in this
respect than famously foggy London, but it was still a depressingly common
feature of winter until the use of coal as a domestic and industrial fuel was
brought under control.
As the time for
us to return home drew closer, Aunt Lizzie pointed out the weather to Annie and
suggested that she ought to walk with us to make sure we got home safely. Karen
and I protested that we were perfectly capable of finding our way home, even in
the fog.
"Well, we
could make it a bit of a challenge if you like," Annie offered
enigmatically.
A challenge was
always intriguing, so we asked her what she meant.
"I'm
assuming that you want to be tied up again for the walk home?"
We assured our
cousin that was our plan.
"So, how
would it be if you were blindfolded as well?" Annie suggested. "I'd
be there to guide you so it would be quite safe."
As a pair of
junior thrill-seekers, there was, of course, no question: the idea was
outrageous enough to appeal instantly to us. "Can we?" we asked Aunt
Lizzie.
"You're
clearly both completely bonkers," our aunt informed us with a smile,
"but I don't see any harm in it as long as you're careful."
All our extra
layers had already been put in the hallway ready for us going home, so we went
there to get ready. It was also much cooler than the living room, so we were
less likely to overheat. Karen and I sat on the bottom step of the stairs to
get our leggings then our shoes back on. I put my gloves on then Karen helped
me pull the socks I was wearing as mittens on over them and up over the sleeves
of my sweater, just as she had done before we left home. I put my extra sweater
on and, while Annie watched with interest, my sister used the scarf and
legwarmer to convert it into an efficient straitjacket once again.
"They'll
need something to protect their lungs from the fog," Aunt Lizzie pointed
out.
"My
balaclava will do that," I assured her.
"I still
think you need something extra, even with gags in your mouths," our aunt
persisted.
"I'll
leave doing up their heads until last then, Mum," Annie replied.
Karen put on
her cardigan and gloves then Annie pulled socks on over her hands and helped
her on with her coat. It had been something of a struggle for Karen to get her
muff and handcuffs arranged properly earlier, but with Annie's help, it was all
done quickly.
"You've
just got handcuffs, Karen, but Becca's properly tied up," Annie pointed
out. "Would you like something around your arms to make it a bit more
snug?"
"But
everyone will see!" my sister objected.
"I can
think of a way to hide it."
"Yes,
please, then."
Annie went
upstairs, presumably to her bedroom, and returned with two long straps. I
thought at first that these were belts, but on examination, it was obvious that
they were luggage straps made from canvas webbing and intended to secure
suitcases. Annie wound these around Karen's arms and chest and buckled them
firmly behind her.
"Mum, can
Karen borrow your big black shawl?" Annie called out.
"It's in
the hall cupboard," Aunt Lizzie replied from the kitchen.
The shawl was
indeed big and black, nothing dressy, just a stoutly-knitted old-fashioned
triangular woollen shawl. They had been out of fashion for decades, but many
women, my Aunt Lizzie amongst them, found they were invaluable as a quick
wrap-up on cold days.
Annie draped
the shawl across Karen's shoulders, crossed it over on her chest and knotted
the ends behind her back. Anyone looking really closely might have wondered why
the shawl was wrapped on top of Karen's arms rather than under them, but to a
casual observer, she was just well bundled-up to go out on a horrible night.
"You can
still see the top strap at the front," our aunt commented as she emerged
from the kitchen. She was right; it was visible in the V formed by the shawl as
it crossed over.
"Her scarf
will cover that," Annie said after a moment's thought.
"I've
washed out the hankies you were gagged with this morning," Aunt Lizzie
told us. "They're clean and dry, but I didn't bother ironing them when
they were going to be used as gags. I'll lend some more so you can use them as
pads to breathe though to protect you against this fog, too."
Annie thanked
her mother and used two of the handkerchiefs to gag Karen in much the same way
that she had gagged herself earlier. I was silenced with another two. Aunt
Lizzie folded another one into a rectangular pad and held it in place over
Karen's mouth and nose, while Annie put Karen's knitted cap on her head and
then used a long scarf, which I recognised as belonging to Aunt Lizzie, to wrap
my sister's head. When she had finished, Karen's face was completely covered
and just the top of her hat was showing above the scarf.
"Can you
see anything?" Annie asked.
Karen shook her
head.
Annie added the
finishing touches to Karen's wrappings by putting her fake fur hood back on. It
was just as well it was slightly too large for her with all the layers covering
her head. She turned the collar of Karen's coat up and tied her scarf around
her neck, tucking the ends into the shawl. The faceless look that Karen now had
was a little disturbing to see, but as I was already gagged, I couldn't
comment.
"Now for
you, Becca," Annie said, turning her attention to me.
I too was given
a folded handkerchief to breathe through, but mine was held in place with a
headscarf folded into a triangle and tied across my face as if I was a bank
robber. Annie used a short black scarf to blindfold me, then pulled my
balaclava over my head to hold everything in place.
Now completely
blind as well as trussed up and gagged, I felt my cape being put on me again
and then buttoned up and finally my scarf being tied around my neck over the
hood.
"Just wait
a minute while I get ready," Annie told us.
I could just
make out the soft sounds of outdoor clothes being put on then Aunt Lizzie's
voice bidding us all goodnight and safe journey.
"Bye,
Mum," Annie said, then "OK, you two, let's get going." Annie's
voice was oddly muffled. I surmised that she too was breathing through some
sort of fog mask.
I heard the
front door open then I was gently led by the elbow.
"Step
here," Annie told me, "then two more down to the path."
The path up to
Aunt Lizzie and Uncle Alf's front door was not really wide enough for all three
of us, but one we were out on the street, Annie positioned herself between
Karen and me, steering each of us by an elbow.
After we had
gone a short distance, Annie spoke to us, "You won't see any better by
leaning forwards, you know. Keep your backs straight and walk like you usually
do. I'll make sure you don't bump into anything and I'll tell you about steps
and kerbs."
It was very
strange and more than a little scary striding along confidently while having to
be completely dependent on our cousin, but nevertheless it was satisfyingly exciting.
Other than
recognising the main road by the short wait we had while Annie made sure it was
safe to cross, I was utterly disorientated for the entire walk home. The fog
and the layers covering my ears killed almost every sound other than our own footsteps
and, without visual clues, my sense of direction deserted me after the first
few turns.
Given that we
were in no state to engage in a conversation, Annie confined her comments to
instructions regarding obstacles as we walked. Eventually, I recognised the
sound of our own garden gate being unlatched and then the sound of the doorbell
as Annie announced our presence.
"Hello
girls; come in quick so I can shut the door." The voice was my father's.
"Is that Annie?" he added, seeing that there were three muffled
figures not two on the doorstep.
"Yes, it's
me," Annie confirmed as she helped us over the doorstep and into the
hallway.
We heard our
mother's voice next. "Can they see all wrapped up like that?"
There was a
chuckle in Annie's voice as she replied, "No, and they're both tied up
again, too."
I felt a hand
on my shoulder briefly then heard Annie's voice again. "Undo Karen first,
Aunt Sheila; she didn't have a chance to see how I did Becca up."
"The hanky
was to breathe through," I heard Annie comment, presumably as the
wrappings came off Karen's head.
"Very
sensible too on a filthy night like this," Mum agreed.
At last Karen's
voice joined in the conversation with a simple, "Hello, Mum." It was
a little hoarse, as I knew mine would be with the combination of a gag and the
raw foggy air that had seeped past all the layers.
I felt the
scarf around my neck being loosened and a moment later I was blinking in the
light as my mother threw back my hood, pulled off my balaclava and untied my
blindfold.
"You two
really are the limit," Mum exclaimed, looking at her two tied-up
daughters, but she said it with a broad grin and there was laughter in her
voice.
After that, it
just took another three or four minutes for Annie and my mother to finish
freeing Karen and me completely.
"Would you
like to stay for tea?" Mum asked Annie, injecting some normality into the
surreal situation.
"Thank
you, but I'd really rather get back, if it's all right with you, Aunt Sheila. I
don't want to risk the fog getting worse and I expect my Mum will have
something ready when I get home. Besides, I'd have to get all my layers off and
then put them on again!"
Annie's head
and hands were bare, but she was still wearing the rest of her outdoor clothes.
Her hooded jacket was a memento of a visit to her Canadian relatives and was in
a bright red heavy tartan fabric with a fleecy lining and a fake fur trim to
the hood. She also had on a pair of trousers in a warm chocolate brown woollen
fabric which were tucked into a pair of sheepskin boots. (I rather envied the
trousers; other than snowsuits and some shorts for summer wear, trousers simply
didn't feature in Karen's or my wardrobe at that time.)
It took any a
couple of minutes for Annie to prepare herself for the appalling weather
outside. She had a proper smog mask, very similar to the ones favoured in China
and Japan today: a rectangular pad of gauze held in place by loops of cotton
tape hooked behind her ears. Her stocking cap went on next, pulled right down
to her eyebrows, then a scarf wound around her face leaving only the narrowest
gap to see through. Her head suitably wrapped, she pulled up her hood and put
her sheepskin mittens on.
"What
about this stuff?" Karen asked, indicating the straps and other items that
had been used to supplement her covert tie-up.
"We could
always lend her our handcuffs and do her up the way you were," I suggested
cheekily.
Annie politely
declined my offer and instead we put the two luggage straps around her waist,
wound the scarf that had wrapped Karen's head around our cousin's neck on top
of her hooded jacket then draped the shawl around her shoulders and tied the
ends, converting her neat winter outfit into a shapeless bundle of garments.
The remaining smaller items were stuffed into her pockets.
Karen and I
enjoyed our experience of being tied up secretly like that, but never repeated
it. While it was fun, it had a practical limitation that once tied up, we could
really only go from one place to another as it was impossible to do anything on
the way without having someone on hand to free us, and being freed in public
would also give the game away that we had been tied up in public. On the whole,
I think our Mum was relieved that we had finally got this obsession out of our
systems.