Confessions of a Simple Man
I’m just an
ordinary guy – nothing special, not really, but when I was a younger man,
freshly turned eighteen, I realised there was something different about the way
I related to women.
It was just
in the way I looked at them at first, and thought about them, but – look, I’ll
be honest right from the start. I
fantasised about tying them up, and wondered how they would react if I did so,
what I would do with them. This was in the
early seventies as well, the time of short skirts or tight shorts, and the most
alluring look of women.
I was lucky
however – over the course of one summer, I met four women, each of whom taught
me all I needed to know. Although again,
if I am being honest, I had known the first of them most of my life.
Tammy and I
had gone through school together, and it was getting close to our graduation
when we went out for a day in the woods.
I remember she had long blonde hair, which curled on her shoulders, and
she had one a grey mini dress, with a black Peter Pan collar and long sleeves,
and a wide black leather belt around her waist.
The dress had buttons up the front, and she also had on a pair of skin
tight black suede boots.
We’d been to
the cinema the night before to see Three Days of the Condor, and I had watched
with interest the scene where Robert Redford kept Faye Dunaway captive in her
bathroom. I had on a fleece lined bomber
jacket and jeans with a checked shirt, as we walked through the trees, and
eventually came out in a small clearing.
“It’s a
beautiful day,” she said as she looked at me, “and I wanted to thank you for
spending it with me.” Smiling, she then
said something surprising.
“I enjoyed
the film last night – and I saw the way you were watching when that woman was
held hostage. I’ve been thinking about
it as well...”
I looked at
her as she sat down on a log, and looked back at me.
“Would
you... Would you do the same to me? I brought some things in my bag, and I trust
you not to do anything... anything you
shouldn’t do.”
Well, I was
slightly taken aback, but she opened the large shoulder bag she had, took
out a man’s tie and handed it to me, and
then held her hands out, her wrists together.
I felt as if I
was in a dream, as I tied her wrists together with the tie, and then looked in
her bag, taking out a second tie and using it to bind her ankles together. As she smiled, she looked up and showed me a
small branch on the tree behind the log.
Raising her
hands up, she watched as I took a third tie out, and used it to secure her
wrists to the branch. Two other things
were in the bag – a large bath sponge and a blue cotton belt from a bath robe.
I squeezed on
the sponge, and then put it in her open mouth, and used the belt to keep it
there by tying it round her head. She
mumbled “Fknuuu” as she sat still, twisting round slightly as I sat and
watched, in case anyone came along.
We got lucky
– after half an hour, I untied her and removed the gag, watching as she put the
things back into her bag, gave me a kiss on the cheek, and said “thank you” before
we headed off.
It wasn’t a
sexual thing – not that time anyway – but it gave both of us a great deal of
enjoyment to do that.
The other big
influence on my life that summer was Mrs Janney, my next door neighbour. She was in her early forties, and always
smartly dressed, given she worked in a local office. She was, however, very much in fashion, and
had started to wear mini-skirts as well – which really suited her, as she had
fantastic legs, especially when she wore hose.
One day, I
was walking down the street, coming home when I saw her pull into the driveway
of her house. As she got out, I saw she
was wearing a chocolate brown blouse with long sleeves, and a brown mini skirt,
along with dark hose and a pair of black leather pumps.
She beckoned
me over, and asked me if I would help her to lift some boxes down from the
garage – apparently, her husband had gone on an overnight business trip, and
she wanted to sort them out.
Well, I had
no objections, so I came in and went up the staircase with her, pulling down
the door for the attic and climbing up before I handed down a few cardboard
boxes.
When I came
back down, I saw she was in her bedroom, and one of the boxes had been emptied
out, with photographs scattered round.
When I looked at the photos, they were of Mrs Janney – but she was in
some very skimpy outfits, and I could clearly see she was tied up in some of
them.
She glanced
up at me, and said very quietly “My husband used to take these photos when I
posed for him, but that was when I was much younger and more beautiful.”
I blurted
something out about how I thought she still was beautiful, which made her smile
as she looked at me. “Would you like
them,” she said as she looked at me, “for yourself only?”
Well, I
wasn’t going to refuse the offer, but then she said “have you ever tied anyone
up?”
I nodded, and
told her about Tammy as she looked at me, her brown hair falling in soft waves
down her head.
“I meant have
you ever really tied someone up – would you like to?”
I nodded
without saying anything, as she looked at me and then stood up. Her skirt only came halfway down her thighs,
as she opened a cupboard and took out a bag of ropes. Laying some out on the bed, she handed one
length to me and told me to double it over.
“Now,” she
said as she pulled a white folding chair away from her dressing table, and sat
down, putting her arms over the back of the chair and crossing her wrists,
“pass that round my wrists, put the ends through the centre loop, and pull it
back across the rope.”
As I did so,
I saw the rope tighten on her arms, and heard her sigh as she said “that’s good
– now, wrap it round twice more, keeping it tight, and then feed the ends
through the loop. Once you’ve done that,
separate them, pull them between my wrists, and then tie the ends together at
the top with a reef knot.”
As I did
this, she tried moving her wrists, and then turned her head and looked over her
shoulder.
“Very good –
now, do the same to my ankles,” she said as she crossed her ankles. I knelt by her side, and used a second length
of rope, binding them together as she watched me. As I did so, my hands brushed over her hose,
and I felt a little shock running through me.
“Hmmm good,”
she said as she looked at me, her pendant hanging down on her lap. “Now, tie them to the leg,” she said as she
moved her bound ankles over, and I used a short length to tie them to the leg
of the chair.
I asked her
if she would be safe like that, and as she twisted round she said “Possibly not
– take a longer length, then tie one end to the chair where the back meets the
seat.”
Once I had
done that, she told me how to wrap it round her body and the chair back, making
her sit up and securing the two together – and as a result, stretching her
blouse over her chest so that her cleavage was visible.
She looked at
me, and then said “You like seeing women tied up, don’t you? I can see it excites you.”
I could only
nod as she said “well, always remember, you must not take advantage of them or
do anything that they say you cannot do.”
As I nodded,
she said “so I want you to do one thing for me, and then you can watch. Take the headscarf, roll it up and tie a knot
in it.”
She had
placed a large black headscarf on the bed, so I folded it along the diagonal,
rolled it up and then tied the knot.
“Now, put the knot between my teeth, take the scarf round my head and
tie the ends together at the back of my neck.
Then you can go and fetch yourself a drink while I try and get free.”
So I pulled
the knot into her mouth, watching as she closed her lips over the band, and
then used a double knot to hold the ends together. “Cmmbknthrrteemntsfednt,” she said as she
looked at the clock, and I nodded before I went down the stairs.
I made a
small pit stop in the smallest room, and then went to the kitchen, opening a
bottle of Coca Cola and sitting at the table as I waited. I was about to go up when she came down, and
smiled as she looked at me.
“Thank you – I
hope you have learned an important lesson today.”
I agreed, but
then said perhaps she could teach me more.
And for the rest of that summer, she did...
I had to put
any ideas of doing that to one side when I went to college, as I got to know
new people and new things. Towards the
end of my second year, I had started to date a girl called Olive. She was a natural blonde, slim and well
built, and more to the point she knew I had an interest in certain
magazines. Just how much she shared that
I discovered one night as we walked home from a party.
She was
wearing a light lilac mini dress, the long sleeves puffed at the wrists, dark
purple bands above the elbows and a matching joker, as well as long tight boots
made of black patent leather. They had a
low heel, but in the cool evening air I could see the reflection of the street
lights in them.
When we got
back to my room, I closed and locked the door and then we sat down, kissing
each other for a while before Olive stopped and looked at me.
“Will you do
something for me? Will you tie me up,
and then make me cum?”
I said I
would, if that was she wanted, and then went to my wardrobe, where I had stored
some ropes. I asked her if she had ever
been tied up.
“No – but
I’ve seen some of your books, and I think you know how to do it,” she said as I
took her arms behind her back, crossed her wrists and then secured them
together with a length of rope.
I had tied
her up a few times, but somehow this was different, so I took another length of
rope, and passed it round her arms, pulling her elbows together behind her back
as she gave a little gasp, and her chest was forced forward, her cleavage
visible in the front of her dress.
“Hmmm that’s
different,” she said as she wriggled round, and then she looked at me and
reached up, our lips meeting as we kissed, our tongues entwining.
As we did so,
I unfastened the zip at the front of her dress, her breasts bursting out as I
realised she didn’t have a bra on. “Go
on,” she said as she looked at me, “make them secure as well.”
I’d tied some
ropes round her breasts before, so I took the long length of rope and tied it
round her arms, above and below her chest, and then made a rope bra, so that
her breasts were forced up and out. She
looked over her shoulder at me and smiled as I reached round and started to
massage them, feeling her flesh firm up and hearing her sighs as I did so.
I then laid
her on her back, and wrapped some rope around one ankle, then pulled it to the
side and tied it to the bottom of the bed, before I secured her other ankle in
the same way. I then made my way up,
kissing her legs and then her belly, before I looked at her.
“Do it – keep
me quiet,” she whispered, as I took a
hankie and pushed it into her mouth, and then smoothed a length of
sticking plaster over her lips, before I started to suck and nibble on her
breasts.
I could hear
her getting more and more excited as she moved under me, and then I lifted her
skirt up, and moved down. As she looked
at me, my finger stroking up her, she groaned and said “Hmggddd – fkmmm.”
I asked her
if she knew what she was saying, but she nodded and said “eWwnttuttfkmm!”
So I removed
my pants, and – well, I think you can guess the rest, as she had the most
fantastic orgasm of all time, and I – well, it was actually my first time, so
I’m glad I didn’t make a complete pig’s ear of it.
We made love
like that a few times after that, but then she met someone else, but I knew
then, if a woman I was with wanted it, I could do this for her. What I didn’t know at the time was there were
other things they could do for me.
I was in Grad
School when I was dating Cherie. Her
name was strangely appropriate, given she was a bright and bubbly brunette, but
she modelled her look on Cher – the day I have in mind, she was wearing a black
mini dress, with long bell sleeves, and a patterned bodice tied under her
chest. The dress also had long tassels on
the sleeves and from the waist down, while she also had on purple tights and
red suede lace up boots with leather soles.
She was a
real bondage freak, and we had made love a few times, but this time she said
she wanted to do something just for me. So
I nodded, and started by folding her arms behind her back, using some soft rope
form the collection I now had to tie her wrists to her elbows, and then her
upper arms to her body.
She also had
a Native American necklace and headband on, but as she smiled while I tied the
ropes off, she said “I want you to tie one round my waist, and then pull it
back between my legs – nice and tight.”
I asked if
she was sure, and when she nodded I did as she asked, loving her gasp of “oh
God” as the rope lifted her skirt up and pressed down on her tights, while I
tied it to her forearms. I then helped
her to kneel, before I tied he rankles, her legs below her knees and her
thighs, cinching each band between her legs.
“Hmmm that’s
nice,” she said as she wriggled round, and then dropped to her knees. “Let me do something for you now,” she said
as she shuffled in front of me, and used her teeth to pull the zip down on my
pants.
I swear, I
had no idea what was about to happen, as my cock popped out, but Cherie did, as
she gently kissed the end, and then put her lips over it, the tip of her tongue
stroking on the tip of my cock. Well, my
body did exactly what you would think it would do – and as she began to put her
lips over it, I felt her tongue on my rapidly hardening member, as I closed my
eyes and she worked on me, taking me gently close to and then coming back from
the edge, my hands eventually holding her head as I felt my cock fill her
mouth, the tip on the back of her throat.
I was
throbbing like mad – and then I exploded in her mouth, feeling her suck every
large drop down. What I hadn’t realised
was she was using her arms to rub the rope on herself as well, so that as I
came, she had a massive orgasm as well, which made her suck harder, and – well,
you get the picture.
As she pulled
her mouth away, she panted and said “thank you – now gag me.” So I pushed a scarf into her mouth, and used
one of her belts t keep it in place, while I pushed her onto her back and used
the rope myself...
The seventies
ended, of course, but I kept my interests up, just with different outfits. I went into a teaching career, and taught
High School English, but in the quiet of my home, I did entertain a few ladies.
Then, in 1988
or thereabouts, the school had a seventies night, and a colleague of mine
called Elaine came in a white lace mini dress, the skirt barely covering her
bottom and a white belt round her waist, and over the knee skin tight red
leather boots. She looked amazing, with
her long blonde hair, while I was wearing a pair of bellbottom jeans, a denim
waistcoat and a striped shirt with stack heeled shoes.
When the
party was winding down, I went and complimented Elaine on her outfit. She thanked me, and then whispered she had heard
I had “some experience in tying people up.”
I blushed and nodded silently, as she asked me to accompany her home –
there was something she wanted me to do, and she promised nobody would ever
know.
Well, I am a
gentleman, so I followed her back to her apartment, and watched as she produced
a bag with coils of rope inside. She
told me she loved been tied up, but needed someone to do this so that she spent
the night secured, and unable to stop herself from responding to something in
particular. So she put her hands behind
her back, the back of her hands together, and told me to do my worst – but to
include a crotch rope in what I did.
So I started
by tying her wrists snugly together, and then wrapping the rope round her
waist, to lock them in place before I let the ends drop to the floor. A rope harness around her chest was next, the
bands sitting above and below and then cinched by going under one arm, up and
around the back of her neck, and under the other arm.
I then took
the rope between her legs, pulling it up before I tied the ends between her
breasts. “Oh yes – perfect,” she sighed
as she wriggled round, before I made her lie on her bed, and tied her legs
together at her ankles, above and below her knees, and round her thighs.
Each band was
cinched as well, before she said “Look in the top drawer. There’s a device in there I want you to put
under the crotch rope, in my panties.”
Well, you can
guess what it was, so I slipped the vibe snugly into place, before I took a
pair of panties and pushed them into her mouth, and then used a long white
scarf as a cleave gag to keep it in place.
I asked how
she was going to get free, and she mumbled something to me, so I presumed it
was in hand. Instead, I pulled on the
crotch rope as the buzzing sound filled the room, and left her to enjoy the
rest of her evening, the only other sound her moans and the rope and leather
rubbing on leather and rope...
And so, over
the years, I have advertised my services as a binder of discretion. You won’t see me in the trade pages, but if you
know where to look, you can find me, and I will come and do what you want me to
do. Just last week, I had a request to
call on a nineteen year old girl.
At least, I
assumed it was a girl, but when she answered the door I have to confess at first
I thought it was a cross dressing Ozzy Osbourne. She had long stringy brown hair, and those
tinted lens glasses the aged rocker wears, but she also had on a brown velvet
mini dress with a cream and red embroidered front, and knee length lace up tan
leather boots.
She sat on
the table as I looked at her, and told me she wanted to be tied in a way that
every movement was going to make her more aroused. To me, that means tight tight ropes and knots
in various places, so I obliged – but I’ll leave it to your imagination how I
did it.
Let’s just
say, she was very satisfied...
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