Looking Back
We were
sitting in the front room of my daughter’s house, after we had all got together
for Sunday lunch – me, my two daughters, and their daughters. The great grandchildren were playing in the
back garden, as we got round to discussing the problems we were all facing.
I may be in
my eighth decade now, but as I heard them discussing some of the events of
recent weeks in our area, they started talking about a man who had apparently
broken into a number of houses, tied up the woman in the house, and then stolen
their valuables. They wondered aloud how
such a thing could happen, why any woman would allow themselves to be treated
in that way, and how they would fight back.
Well, I
cannot speak for them, but I still remember the time I was surprised by a
robber in my own home, even though it was over fifty years ago now...
It was the
summer of 1962, and I was nineteen at the time. I worked as a secretary for a local law
firm, and still lived at home with my late mother and father. Father was the manager of the local branch of
Williams and Glyn bank, while mother was a primary school teacher. We lived in a nice house on the outskirts of
Nottingham, three bedrooms, nice big downstairs, and all the modern
conveniences in the kitchen – refrigerator, mixer and a small freezer.
It was a
Friday night, and Father was taking Mother to a lodge dance, so that I was left
in the house on my own. I had spent the
day taking letter after letter in dictation, so a quiet night in was just what
I wanted. Therefore, I was wearing a
light blue blouse, with the sleeves pulled up to my elbows, and a pair of blue
and white checked trousers, the hems a little way up from my ankle. My one concession to high fashion was the
fact I had to break in a new pair of stilettos, made from black leather, before
a dance next week, so rather incongruously I was wearing them around the house
that night.
I had sandy
brown hair in those days, which in the style of the time was swept right back
from my forehead and held there by more than one can of hairspray. At any rate, I waved them off from the front
door, closed it behind myself, made a cup of tea and went back into the front
room.
I took out
the Cliff Richards LP and put it on the player, going back to the kitchen to
get my tea and then sitting down with a copy of Pride and Prejudice to pass the
time. I was so engrossed in the book I
did not hear the window in the kitchen being broken, or the back door opening
and closing, or the footsteps in the hallway.
The first I knew of someone in the house who should not have been there
was then a wool gloved hand was clamped over my mouth, and I heard a man say
“well, this is unfortunate – I thought there would be nobody home.”
I was
shocked, I can tell you that much, as I grabbed the arm – and then I heard him
say “look, I’m not going to hurt you – I just need to keep you out of the way
while I have a look round. Now, you can
do as I ask, or I could get nasty – which would you prefer?”
I thought
about it for a moment, and then let my hands drop as I nodded.
“Thank you –
if I take my hand away, will you scream?”
I shook my
head from side to side in reply, and then gasped as he took his hand away and
walked in front of me. He was wearing a
leather biker’s jacket with a grey sweater underneath, jeans and black shoes,
and he had a wool scarf wrapped round the lower half of his face.
“You’re a
good looking young woman,” he said as he looked round, and took several lengths
of what looked like washing line from his pocket, “so I’m really sorry about
this.”
Looking
round, he walked over to where we had a chaise longue – well, a settee with
only one arm, which he pointed to and said “lie face down on this please, and
put your hands behind your back.”
“Why should I
do that?”
“Because I
need to tie you up so that you can’t stop me,” he said with a smile, “so please,
lie down and put your hands behind your back.”
“All right,”
I said quietly, unable to take my eyes off him as I stood up and walked slowly
on my heels. I could feel his eyes on me
as I lay face down, and then moved my arms so that my wrists were together.
The cords
felt strange as he started to tie my wrists together – soft, but tight... Tight, yet comfortable... I still cannot really describe how it felt as
the rope went several times around and between my arms, holding them firmly
together before he tugged one more time, tied the ends together and tucked them
out of reach of my fingers.
I then felt
him cross my ankles, and tried to move as he began to lash them together in the
same way he had secured my ankles. He
had a light touch, and as he passed the rope between my legs I could feel his
fingers running down the back and inside of my legs.
“All right –
don’t move,” he said as he left the room for a moment, and I looked down my
body, raising and lowering my legs and looking at the band of white cord
holding my ankles together.
“All right,”
he said as he came back in, “I need you to open your mouth please.”
“Why?”
“SO that I
can gag you,” he said as he held up a long black scarf and a large
handkerchief.
“But I may
choke...”
“Look – breath
through your nose and stay calm, and you’ll be fine. Now, please, open your mouth.”
I was too
scared to do anything other than open my mouth, as I tasted the clean cotton on
my tongue while the intruder pushed the cloth in, and then pulled the black scarf
tightly over my mouth, muffling my complaints as he wrapped the material around
my head and tied the ends together at the base of my neck, double knotting it
as I grunted.
“Roll over
please.”
I rolled
over, my head on the arm of the couch as he bent my legs, and then tied them
together above my knees with yet more cord, securing them before he looked at
me, brushing my forehead.
“Don’t go
anywhere,” he said as he went to the music centre, stopped the record and
turned on the radiogram, tuning it to The Light Programme and turning it up so
that nobody would hear me if I called out.
I watched as
he left the room and then put my head back, trying to call for help as I
struggled to reach the knot at my wrists.
It was useless however – he’d put it on top of the binding, so that I
could not...
“Trying to
get free, are we?”
I turned my
head to see him looking at me, with yet another length of cord in his
hands. Without any warning, he rolled me
over, and I felt him pulling my arms together as the new cords were tied round
my elbows.
This had a
very strange effect on me – it pulled my shoulders back, and I could feel a
couple of buttons on my blouse coming undone as I wriggled around. All that did was get me a light slap on my
bottom, as the man said “now stay still – I’m going to have a look round
upstairs, and if you’re not where I left you, well...”
I listened to
him walk away and up the stairs, and then raised my head, staring at the
kitchen door as my legs hung off the end of the lounger. Even if the radio was not turned up I doubt
anyone would have heard me calling for help – I could only hear me say
“Smbddeehlpmmm...”
As I lay
there, I could hear him in the upstairs room, drawers opening and things been
dropped on the floor. Realising he wasn’t just looking for mum’s
jewels, but probably mine as well, was getting me mad – and then I saw that the
door to the hallway was open, and the phone was sitting on the table, calling
out to me, saying I had to come and use it to raise the alarm.
Rolling onto
my back, I waited for a few minutes, to see if he had heard me, but it was
clear he was still upstairs. Taking a
deep breath through my nose, I started to try and sit myself up.
And try was
probably the right word, because it took me several attempts to get into a
seated position, and I had to take a few minutes to get my breathing back to
normal. Or as normal as you can when you
have a wet cloth stuffed in your mouth and a black scarf then tied so tightly over
it I could see the scarf move in and out as I sat there.
Looking down my
legs, I then slowly managed to get my ankles uncrossed, feeling the rope
rubbing on them as I did so. Eventually,
however, I got myself into a seated position at the end of the lounger, flexing
my fingers as I started to steel myself to try and stand up.
“Well, I see
staying where I told you to stay hasn’t worked.”
I don’t know
which made me groan more – the way I was starting to feel from my struggles,
the fact some more buttons had started to come undone on my blouse, or that the
intruder was standing looking at me.
“Hdnnttt,” I
mumbled as he dropped a pillow case on the floor, which jangled slightly as it
hit the carpet.
“Don’t move.”
I could only watch
as he went towards the kitchen, and returned with a wrapped skein of rope that
mummy had bought for a new washing line.
He tore the paper cover off and shook it loose, doubling it over, before
he knelt in front of me, passed the rope under my legs just in front of the
seat, and pulled then together as he crossed the ends and pulled tight.
To my
surprise, he then took it around my body, making me lean forward slightly as he
wrapped it round my arms and body and then back round, taking the end through
each other again, and then another pass round my arms and body lower down. The rope was then taken around my legs,
specifically my calves about half way down, and then back round so that the
rope crossed and held me in this strange position.
“I need to go
now,” he said as he leaned down and lifted my head up. “As I said, my apologies again.”
I watched as
he left the house, and sat as still as I could for a few minutes, and then I
screamed as loudly as I could, and tried to free myself.
The net
effect of that? When mummy and daddy got
home later, they found me lying on my side on the floor, covered in sweat, my
shoes half way across the floor, and most of our valuables taken. I had rope burns on my arms, wrists and
ankles, and my mouth was as dry as a salt desert, but in the end I recovered.
So yes, I
could understand how that happened, and I would have said something at that
moment in time – had there not been a couple of unexpected arrivals. A man called Jay Edwards and several others,
as we all discovered how it felt to be captive.
Again...
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